Depression..

Hi guys, i have a depressive disorder, me and my 10 yrs boyfriend got broke up last weekend and I feel horrible for what happened to us. I love him with all my heart when he just met this girl somewhere I don't know. That's why I don't want anybody to talk to me or even ask me how i feel right now. I only want to stay in my room and lay in bed then browsing the net. But upon browsing, i read this www.greenmed.io/blog/cbd-and-depression/ that really got my attention. I want to take marijuana as well but it has good benefits and it can cure my depression. Does anybody try using MJ as a medicine? Care to reply. Thanks.